It’s time for me to put my head down and get shit done. I’m going to become a bit of a recluse. I need to cut way down on my drinking and start backing away from certain people.
I can’t take the bad vibes and negative energy anymore. I’ve started to realize who is here to stay and who is just passing through and some of these, one in particular, really hurt realizing that I put my heart and soul into this individual and it was so easy for them to just walk away. I keep acting like I have tough skin and I’m okay with the whole situation but I’m realizing I’m really not.
My trip to Seattle in November can’t come any sooner. I’m going there alone, staying with family but for the most part doing everything solo. Renting a car and just driving. Not making any plans. Just me, my music, my camera and coffee. And I think with the current happenings in my life it is just what I need. A complete disconnect from my norm and a total adventure.
I’m selling at the Rosebowl Flea Market this Sunday in Pasadena, CA with my best friend, Ashley. If you’re in the area you should come stop in and say hi and do some shopping while you’re at the market. There are always treasures to be found there. And all money I make is going to my Seattle trip.